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Bowser's Mixtape

by Belmont

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1.
Why push me off the edge When I'll just go jump off myself Won't need your help Don't worry I can sink or swim no doubt My thoughts are turning (running) blurry It's the fear of missing out I don't think you understand The weight I used to drag around I don't know how to Break the fall This time I'll Have to lose it all I guess it's best to make the call I honestly just don't know what I believe Disagree To agree Missed out on opportunities That's a guarantee I'm so far away from home But I've learned that's the best place for growth I look around I'm standing here all by myself But standing proud Six feet under the ground Just silence now The voices start to drown I won't be found Feeling safe or sound Now for the longest of time I believed That Holding my breath would just go fix everything I didn't know how quickly that I would achieve, and repeat The wasted possibilities Pushed in front of me It's so hard to some growth When you know you're only chasing ghosts
2.
Pain Now 03:54
Played Out I’ve got to find a way out I’m feeling weighed down Too focused on the pain now I keep on running back and forth Running back to where I was before (thoughts I can’t ignore) I’ve got theses loses on my mind, Feeling stuck burnt out in overdrive I don’t think you know what it means to want to be the baddest mutha fukka outta this scene I think you’re outta your means, I’ve gotta but ain’t nothing for free I don’t think you know what it means to have a hundred other dudes who wanna be just like me Feel a lot pressure building but I’ll handle with ease I watched you fumble everyday that’s the one I’ll never achieve I gotta Keep doing what I know is best for me I don’t you think you can run with me I wish I could feel differently But now I’m sitting here in dread Watching the time slip through my hands Emotions always thinly spread I wish they held more weight instead (I wish they made more sense instead) I don’t think you know I don’t think you know (wouldn’t let you know) Cuz the realest move in silence I’m not looking for no violence I can put you in your place if you feeling like you really wanna try it I guess it’s hard for me To find the room to breath Lungs at capacity Filled up with apathy (no room for apathy)
3.
Nightmare! (Now your nightmare comes to life) Dragged ya down below Down to the devil's show To be his guest forever (Peace of mind is less than never) Hate to twist your mind But God ain't on your side An old acquaintance severed (Burn the world your last endeavor) Flesh is burning You can smell it in the air 'Cause men like you have Such an easy soul to steal (steal) So stand in line while They ink numbers in your head You're now a slave Until the end of time here Nothing stops the madness Turning, haunting, yearning Pull the trigger You should have known The price of evil And it hurts to know That you belong here, yeah Ooh, it's your fuckin' nightmare (While your nightmare comes to life) Can't wake up in sweat 'Cause it ain't over yet Still dancing with your demons (Victim of your own creation) Beyond the will to fight Where all that's wrong is right Where hate don't need a reason (Loathing self-assassination) You've been lied to Just to rape you of your sight And now they have the nerve To tell you how to feel (feel) So sedated as they Medicate your brain And while you slowly Go insane they tell ya "Given with the best intentions Help you with your complications" You should have known The price of evil And it hurts to know That you belong here, yeah No one to call Everybody to fear Your tragic fate is looking so clear, yeah Ooh, it's your fuckin' nightmare Fight (fight) Not to fail (fail) Not to fall (fall) Or you'll end up like the others Die (die) Die again (die) Drenched in sin (sin) With no respect for another Down (down) Feel the fire (fire) Feel the hate (hate) Your pain is what we desire Lost (lost) Hit the wall (wall) Watch you crawl (crawl) Such a replaceable liar And I know you hear their voices Calling from above And I know they may seem real These signals of love But our life's made up of choices Some without appeal They took for granted your soul And it's ours now to steal (As your nightmare comes to life) You should have known The price of evil And it hurts to know That you belong here, yeah No one to call Everybody to fear Your tragic fate is looking so clear, yeah Ooh, it's your fuckin' nightmare
4.
I'm hollowed out where a bright crux used to be I'm shredding my skin like you wouldn't believe I couldn't help myself, I just needed to grieve While I lived vacant in a memory Backtrack never thought I'd ever be back Think fast never thought I'd ever be last I'm selfish with time, it's my only worth Step back 'cause I'm feeling really outmatched Forced in while I'm dealing with the contrast You're far from me, that's hard for me, tread carefully I'm tongue tied inside With a little bit of lust mixed in to mold myself this solitude I live in pretend Like I'm never gonna need a friend again, I'll keep myself intact Drift away to a place that's not so harrowing To the back plate of my mind, digging up what's left to find With the bar set way to high for me I'm bound to sink uncomfortably I'm tongue tied inside With a little bit of lust mixed in to mold myself this solitude I live in pretend Like I'm never gonna need a friend again, I'll keep myself intact I'm tongue tied inside With a little bit of lust mixed in to mold myself this solitude I live in pretend Like I'm never gonna need a friend again, I'll keep myself intact
5.
Deep beneath my skin, I felt the change of pace as all the walls began to spin I said I wasn't sure There's a lot I never say 'cause it just gets in the way of me And any bit of work that I might have found myself to gain, deceased Switched up, don't wait up I'm sick and tired of this bad luck, won't let up I'm pushing daisies just to slow down and not drown My feet are kicking but it's no use, I'm seduced by my own self-abuse Kept loosely tied, I'm looking for what I can't find Even though it's hung in front of my eyes this long 'Cause I'm too busy looking in the places that I'll never belong Dead wrong, losing out on the win, 'cause I've been headstrong Switched up, don't wait up I'm sick and tired of this bad luck, won't let up I'm pushing daisies just to slow down and not drown My feet are kicking but it's no use, I'm seduced by my own self-abuse By my own self-abuse By my own self-abuse I'm feeling switched up, don't wait up I'm sick and tired of this bad luck, won't let up I'm pushing daisies just to slow down and not drown My feet are kicking but it's no use, I'm seduced by my own self-abuse
6.
I do the same thing I told you that I never would I told you I'd change, even when I knew I never could Know that I can't find nobody else as good as you I need you to stay, need you to stay, hey (oh) I get drunk, wake up, I'm wasted still I realize the time that I wasted here I feel like you can't feel the way I feel Oh, I'll be fucked up if you can't be right here Oh-oh-oh-whoa (oh-oh-whoa, oh-oh-whoa) Oh-oh-oh-whoa (oh-oh-whoa, oh-oh-whoa) Oh-oh-oh-whoa (oh-oh-whoa, oh-oh-whoa) Oh, I'll be fucked up if you can't be right here I do the same thing I told you that I never would I told you I'd change, even when I knew I never could Know that I can't find nobody else as good as you I need you to stay, need you to stay, hey I do the same thing I told you that I never would I told you I'd change even when I knew I never could Know that I can't find nobody else as good as you I need you to stay, need you to stay, hey When I'm away from you, I miss your touch (ooh-ooh) You're the reason I believe in love It's been difficult for me to trust (ooh-ooh) And I'm afraid that I'ma fuck it up Ain't no way that I can leave you stranded 'Cause you ain't ever left me empty-handed And you know that I know that I can't live without you So, baby, stay Oh-oh-oh-whoa (oh-oh-whoa, oh-oh-whoa) Oh-oh-oh-whoa (oh-oh-whoa, oh-oh-whoa) Oh-oh-oh-whoa (oh-oh-whoa, oh-oh-whoa) I'll be fucked up if you can't be right here I do the same thing I told you that I never would I told you I'd change, even when I knew I never could Know that I can't find nobody else as good as you I need you to stay, need you to stay, hey I do the same thing I told you that I never would I told you I'd change even when I knew I never could Know that I can't find nobody else as good as you I need you to stay, need you to stay, hey Oh-oh-oh I need you to stay, need you to stay, hey

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released November 19, 2021

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Belmont Chicago, Illinois

Chicago Pop Punk

Taz Johnson: Vocals
Brian Lada: Drums
Sam Patt: Guitar/Back up vocals
Alex Weiringa: Bass Guitar/back up vocals

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